Disquiting

Disquieting: Inquietante, alarmante, preocupante, perturbador.

The book I'm reading, my economic state, my cat, my mental state.

I'll just gnaw at the book and ignore the rest. If you want something to blame any twisty stray thoughts on, go for Gone Girl. It's proving to be a perfect way to bend my mind.

Deface

Oh, sé perfectamente lo que significa

Deface: empequeñecerse.

Palabrita que suele aparecer en textos que toquen instituciones religiosas en cualquier forma.

I hate it today. Because that was what silence felt like, silence that was expedient and probably cheaper. It chaffed because I wished I was brazen and uncaring enough to make the damned word get crammed in all those tribunal crones gullets. I was actually upbraided like a child. And I took it. That's the rub: I choose to take it. Because it was practical, easier and most likely the smart thing. I should feel smug in thinking they bough the meek act, and that I purchased some laxity by way of being a silly girl knowing to keep her mouth shut. Instead, I boil and rage and spoil for a fight.

Poise: Aplomo, desenvoltura, elegancia.

Eso es lo que molesta. Que aún cuando fuere mi elección, se me robó por un segundo. Sell my poise to buy leniency. I made the bargain, but I hated my buyers with the intensity of a summer storm.